monica’s bodega

It’s a great time to pull back a bit from the social situation and see if you can calm down. If you’re already calm, things are as good as they can get — so just keep moving in the same direction!

Talaga? Di nga Horoscope? Hehehe. Im feeling okay okay now. Maybe because im looking forward to a drinking session with my friends. *cheers up. But I doubt I could tell them everything with a limited time we would have. Of course we have our own stories tapos baka maging kalokohan yon. Oh diba diba? Anything will do with their company Sana tapos na Aug 7!! (gastos nga lang, patay! @#$%^&*)

I describe this time as panahon ng kalungkutan. Ganoon talaga. Minsan masaya ka na parang walang makakasira sa araw mo, minsan naman malungkot ka at parang lahat mali sa nakikita mo. Wushu! Hindi ako emo no. Sinasabi ko lang na malungkot ako dahil hindi ko kayang itago at magpanggap na masaya ako. Obvious naman sa muka ko. *winks* Sa paggawa ko nito, feeling ko natutulungan ko sarili ko na maging positibo at masaya.

Psh, ang pangit ng words sa taas. Ugh try again next time! Anyway, hay. Nasabi ko na naman (kanina kay Bom) na wala akong makausap sa UP. Di ko naman iniisolate sarili ko, nakikisalamuha ako sa mga tao ng maayos. Wala kasing emotional inclination sa kanila. Paano ba naman magkakaroon kung mahigit isang oras mo lang nakakasama ang taong yun dalawang beses sa isang linggo? Oha oha.

Namimiss ko na talaga mga kaibigan ko. I miss being silly and stupid and bossy and noisy and hilarious and -ous and teasing and everything. Waaaah. I wanna see them. I also want to have friends na. :)) Well, I always know its worth the wait. I have been this and i have my treasured friends! naks positive! They will come.

Puro ako drama. Halata bang wala talagang makausap? Sorry naman sayo reader. Kahapon nga eh mas malungkot pa ako. Iba naman yung kinakalungkot ko noon. Yun ay Going-to-the-states-matters.

Another, paagood na ‘ko magbyahe!!! :(( burn-out to. Nyek. But i am thinking maybe i feel tired because i want to board in another house? Im really looking forward to it. Again, maybe just to experience it? I know it would be hard. (Hard to wake up indeed! LOL)

Wednesday na bukas! Yehey, enjoy kasi lakadmates from Arki to Math. Nako maririnig ko nanaman ang kacornyhan ni Debbie Ann at aasarin nanaman ako ni Raymond (hindi effective mga hirit ko hmph).

Sa Jeep  ko nalang itinulog ung kulang ko.Himbing ng tulog ko sa Jeep, paguwi dito hindi na nakatulog. Kay wirdo diba? Hahay. Monica, isip tayo ng gagawin sa buhay dali

back to work na. ang biiiiiiiiiiliiiiiiiiiiiiiis biiiiiiiiiiiiliiiiiiiiiiiis ng oras, nakakaasar.

Buhay, makulit!

chill

gees how do i fix my life? im on my way tho. just felt like putting a taste of summ drama here. sina tita kasi ee. i have my faults, yah i know it very well. =)) alanganamang pangaralan ko nanay ko? and say to her that "ma, i’ve been through that" for all i know, she’d been through worst. but but but! let’s get back to basics. simplify simplify

me happy ,, and loving it? hehe

btw, i miss my glassmate na. and my bestfriend, and baboy hair (daphnee) baka di kami matuloy sa december. too bad i won’t see her.

ano ba tong muka ko ngayon. parang circle na nilagyan ng buhok, kilay na sabog, mata, malaking ilong :)), bibig, sprinkled with pimples. hehhehehe. what im saying is just kakaiba muka ko ngayon… mejo funny. =)) lalabas pa kaya ulit si cheekbones? Im dreaming. Ain’t i? lol. [vain paragraph]

"You’ve got to keep on keeping on.

You’ve got to keep your head up high.

You’ve got to work with what you have

and someday you’ll fly" [imma fly for real? lmfao.]

bumabalik na kakapalan ng muka ni emem *giggles*

anyway,

A commitment-ready guy is going to ask your opinion, consult you about decisions he needs to make, and has the ability to meet you half-way.  cute yan.

• spiritual
• financial
• emotional & mental
• career
• family
• physical
• social

balance tayo! tara. hehe anung org kaya? ugh, i have 4 months pa naman. no one’s in a hurry. right? rightee