monica’s bodega

hehe.

ouch.

may bago na xa…

sbgay di nman nkakagulat kasi . . . .  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

ngulat ako. kaya pala may view. hehe… sana ako padin yun… aw. hndi na eh.

so moving on…

haha! anu kaya tlga ung totoong nangyari non? pang teleserye naman kasi… wala na kong alam. argh ang tanga tanga ko para hndi alamin. pero yun eh… aw. bye.

AYOS NA PC! after 1 year ata ng pagdudusa ko dito. haynako. pagaaralan ko nga tong mga computer stuff para di ako naiigno sa pagaayos! argh.

blog, ang hirap magisa! hehe.. pero ganun tlga e. minsan nga nakakapagod nang maging si ‘little miss independent’ lalo sa tingin ng mge relatives ko abroad. argh. sometimes, it still sucks you know that someone should be doing this and that for you but they just cant attend to it. hehe. anyway, gusto ko nang yumaman.

haha.

tatlong taon nalang pala ako  dito sa Pilipinas! nako. hapit hapit. mahal na mahal ko maging Pilipino tho it sucks big time..

bakit gnun. . . haha i’ve prayed for … to come. and now He answered my prayers in three fold… pwede ring in four folds (yuck wag kna! haha) But i can’t feel no good vibe in any. haysh. i know it will come. After all, no one’s in a hurry right? I’m just confused. [but i really want you to stay] hula hula na! haha ikaw! oh yes you! you! *crank that - soulja boy tellem plays*

corny. im anticipating college. shoooooot i gotta know how to deal with those kinds of people ASAP.

argh. i admit, im not happy with 2 of my relationships. friends that is. siguro nga im sooo mean na.

till next time blog!

thanks ever available kausap! ( and oh harry potter 6 is kinda boooring. y? coz i’ve putted it down for other things like sleeping and chatting with classmates… la la la…)

toodles!

lalang…

tagal na akong di nagupdate sa blog ah. smantalang bestfriend ko to dati. haha.. cguro, nahawa lang sa kemes na gm ng gm… =)

      anyway, sabi sa radio: "how’d you know if u’re truly special to a certain him?" sa eyes daw? onga naman. haha. flirts are everywhere kasi ee… maybe u’ll know their sincerity in the eyes. haha. (why can’t i see it in yours?)(maybe im ryt. or …)

    i miss my cousin-bear! how i wish i could drop by their house right this hour then we’ll spend the weekend talking about our stupid sentiments! haha… kaya lang, ilang miles naman yung america from this rotting country! LOLsie. rawr.

         money problems 101.

1. I feel bad
2. I hate the feeling. lalang. coz u dont get what you want. and need (the saddest part) man!
3. I sin. (sigh)

i cant think of any other na. haha. my annual 12k must-save is not yet complete. kulang pa ng 2k. argh. And come to think of it. My tita almost completed it for me! Like, they would give me money for the xmas season. And now that we are kinda poorie, she’d been giving me moolah. i save it. problem is? My own savings. I can’t figure where it goes. maybe to food. argh. i’m a real glutton. darn it. Another thing, yung nasasave ko, napupunta sa vanity ko! i buy this and that… haha. I can’t help it! Nanay ko naman kasi hindi lang hindi-supportive, ayaw sa material indulgence ko. duh! as if she wasn’t like me before!? ang dami niang clothes, shoes, jewelry, etc. haha. so, i do it myself. haha!!! bahala na nga. i am in need of new flipflops from ipanema. duh, i disposed my old ones coz theyre worn out already. =) she hadnt bought me much stuff the past years! btw, my hair-kinda frizzy.

                          i was talking so girly and a little nonesense. esp if a boy wud read it. i bet, no one not-into-me would dare finish the previous paragraph. It’s a fact! =) haha. (mejo makapal naman ako nian?)

                 hay. i need money. i cant resist food. (napaka babaw nitong sentiment ko ha. argh) so segway (dunno d ryt spelling of the word) to topics about lurve. haha. haha. bakit daw wala pa ako ulit ka lov team ngayon? bakit nga ba? haha. nadala ata ako e. hehe. hndi parin ata ready?

• to share my whole self again
• to be soo in luurve again
• to give part of my skedule. priority list. vision. desire. hapiness.
• trust. honesty. faith. understanding. patience, respect. care.
• baka masira momentum ko sa aking goal na self-improvement? maybe. a person in love is selfless ryt? haha.

haha. hindi ko rin naman masasabi. hindi ko pa na-aacomplish ung sabi ko sa sarili ko na i’ll settle family issues muna bago ulit. maybe that’s why?? but i think im quite ready. malapit na. promise. haah. had i been mean to him? la la la. hndi naman ako nagpaasa eh. ako pa. sinisigurado ko namang %honest ako pag dating dun. =) i tell e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g haha. malay mo. ikaw na nga? hahahaha. let it flow let it flow let it flow lang. sana ok sayo. =) haha. pag ako naman tinamaan. nahihibang eh. i wouldn’t help being inlove. knowing monica. i’ll patiently wait for that time to come again. masaya kapag nasabik diba?

        oo nga pala. I’m happy that i have been improving naman. kaso, hindi ko parin maintindihan magprioritize eh. i can’t set what i really want. according to importance and relevance? i want to learn and know a lot of things. kakayanin ko yan. =) Sabi niya: "oo nga eh. ang dami mong ginagawa at gusto pang gawin. Parang kulag ka palagi sa time these days. Pano pa yan, wala ka na rin atang time sa love ngayon. diba?" ( I was. A E I O U. uu nga ano?) nasabi nadin to sakin ng dati kong ka-love teams. i defended me! feeling lang nila yun. haha. suporta lang sa passion ko. If i tell you i want u to be with me. i mean it. haha. in my absence, flirting with others makes you not trustwoorthy. hui, hndi naman. Advice: Listen to the song How to Touch a Girl by jojo. kaylangan ng tyaga at diskarte, boy! haha. iniisip ko, kung lalake kaya ako, magaling ako?

toodles! ingat ingat. kung may magbasa man nito. nakakahiya. pero totoo. if truthfulness is a crime for you, im sorry i have sinned. but i don’t care. God didn’t say so. H e told me to love myself even more. ciao!