monica’s bodega

Its new year, baby! excited. siguro i had enough this year para makabawi naman aq sa next. ewan eh ni hindi nga kme ngpunta ni petwa kina tita for the 3rd year na..fireworks-deprived-me lol. pero contented parin ako.. gm at pm galore n ntapos ng 5am.. pero mga 30 lng cguro ung pnm ko.. dmi dn pala.. wat cud i do, i gotta thank them!

kkbasa ko lang ng blog ni janina. at gusto kong gayahin! hahaha. How was my 2007?

Actually, i feel that everything i did was under my subconscious mind.  at some point, i was like just going wit the system blah blah… batang tuliro wtev. And! another thing, parang hati yung 2007. Jan-June and July-Dec. =)

January. oh, my January was blessed kasi nakarecover at once yung man i loved. nakakatuwa tlga yun non coz 2weeks lng xa ngkasaket. And then, happy for the dance fever coz we really enjoyed. 3rd p! pero confusing lovelife to.. altho may naaalala akong day na after crying a river the night before, pumasok ako na mugto eyes and mejo feverish - i was also having lovelife drama bcoz of the dance fever thing. but the day ended up so nice coz i got better sleeping in his lap. Emil branded it as the jacket moments.

February. Time flew so fast that it was February at once! kinda lovely valentines. Main events in this month are: defense-prom-ssg elections.

DEFENSE first. Sooo gotdamn haggard. hapit kasi. Feb 26 immediately after js promenade. Grbe sleepless nights in front of computer. i sleep in school nlng. Turned out well mjo inspired din. haha

PROM. uber memorable for me. happy ung pratice coz plgi kmi nagtatawanan ng grupm8s: dane pearl edis nicole kuya chino,jigo,poli,jude at ruelson my lurb. haha. saya tlga! For the night itself, i hated how i looked kasi i dont look like myself! pangit. haha. had a boyfriend i soo lurved but the drama started immediately as the program aproached its end. Yun, lame decisions kc namin. And so, it continued…

ELECTIONS. i still have a copy of my kinda-impromptu-speech on stage haha. happy kasi i won. wow i never really expected. there were dramas kasi naging magkalaban kami ni DC kc nman yambot thot 4th yr rep ako. uhm, i hated the anouncement of winners kasi lovelife drama yon. :’( i cried in Gelai’s back shoulder sa lobby.

March. hmm.  ah! sobrang gulo ng lahat nito. Myself. At home. at School. Lovelife. konti sa friends. my faith. seems like my world is at chaos. haha! good thing tlga na i had the company of my 2nd year pals. kemes hardly understood wat i was going thru… ya, worst month i think.

April. oh, these were the days. i cant explain what happend. happy siguro ang tawag dun. sa lovelife. baka? uhm. graduation ng batch 6. i was cleaning the house too. review center sa katipunan with je-anne and steph. bisyo…rebellion… yung crush ko na si Jovennoir Donato! OMG. AT! si Jose Bernardo Abisamis na looka-alike ni *a*g** . si u remind me of the girl that i once knew. haha.

May. shocking. cool-off. crying and talking moments with the moon. lots of crying. kala ni mommy na-strain yung mata ko dahl sa pc kaya namumula. di niya alam, kasi umiiyak everytime. bwahaha! uhm, shopping with Steph. =) hapit ng research!!!

June. pasukan. adjustment. di mxdong tight ang kemes dami kc ginagawa. break-up. wla n kong mtandaan sa nangyare… ambilis na lang.

     …….and so tapos na ang part 1 ng 2007. biglng nagbgo lhat. part2.

July. defense July 9. sleepless nights. tuliro padin. can hardly remember a thing. tpos, umalis na si daphnee. dumating sina Ate Jeck my "second family". 3 times ko lang sila na meet intrams kasi. :’( andami dami nilang binigay sakin! too much para sa k2lad ko lang.. i miss them soo freakin much. wanna go to America n.. maybe sa dec ‘08 pero siguro pag nagmigrate nlng sa 2011. hope it wud push thru. we gotta get rich!

August. BUSY. UPCAT-hoping. intrams. sobrng busy na happy kasi successful. champ sa cheering at basketball na nilead ko. may bonus png mvp award. wow! depressed kasi hindi ko nabalance ang co at extra curricular subjcts. low grades :’( GSP days din na nakakataranta.

September. ACET- bkt aq nhrapan?!. USTET - ok lng. DLSUCET -sabaw utak ko! todo. ssg seminar was good. municipal na ewan lang, i miss bsktbol much. DIV SCI FAIR n nag 3rd. sayang. andami noh? pero mababa parin grades ko. si Tita Ampy dumting nnman dito para alagaan si Tita Baby na naoperahan. a lot of drama in their family. diko sila halos naasikaso. hndi ko alam bakt. tpos, bumalik nadin agd xa ng US at hndi ko man lang nhatid sa airport. dami daming food and chocolates na dala! good reason why i gained lots of weight… ^^,

October. patuloy ang buhay… recollection. judging ng room na masaya. reg classes. derpressing periodical kasi i wasnt feeling well. astrocamp na masaya ang kemes. sembreak. perse bonding nung UN.

November INTEL. ssg stuff. FIESTA ANG ANGONO!!! =)  boylet drama. OMG grbe!!! cnt believe it happened. ngayon lang in my entire boilet life naging involved si petwa. and i cant believe he did that. its too much for me too handle. grbe. i dont want a father. kuya gusto ko pa…

December. happy happy. events and affairs. trip na carolling sa mga kakilala ni janina sa binangonan. bday celeb: kemes sa eastwood. shopping with potwa. xmas party. etc.. happy still.. LOTS OF EATING!!

nakakatwa lang… yung 6 - 10 months ng 2006-2007 lurve affair, antagal bago nawala sa ulirat ko. 6 months na… double ng 3 month rule before flirting again. pero inuna ko muna aq, para di patong-patong. napapatunayan ko naman na hind true sakin ung kpag ncmulan mna, sunod2 n. ryt? =) it also took me 6 months to get over.. hndi pa nga totally eh… baka 4 months pa? grabe. katumbas nung time na yon. wow. ang tagal pala.

oo nga pala, si GURL. wala parin akong naiintindihan kung bakit gnto at gnun ang mga bagay2. kung bakt kme close2 at lhat. oo, plge ako msungit s knya. mhirap nang mging mbait sayo bka mgkatotoo na yang inlab mo sken! lol. di parin ako naniniwala. bakit, i think it’s more of infatuation. lalo yang cnsbe niang mata ko. palitan natin yung mata ko, gusto mparin ako? hmmm. ano? wag mna phirpan mommy mo. tigilan mna ung mga gnagwa m sken. here’s my friendship. cn’t accept "ur love". admiration pde p. BASTA. diko maexplain. blahblah. kantahan mo nalang ako ng halaga ng PNE k2lad ng palaging kinakanta sakin. haysh. thats life, thats love. ewwwwwwwww. patay n patay naman kase ano? eh. magtigil ka.

kung isusum-up, pangit ng 2007 ko. haha! parang dumaan lng na go lng aq ng go. hindi ko gnun nkabond ang perse :c. mahirap tlg. lots of pressure. thingkin. putting urself together. figuring things out. helping urself overcome ur stupidity. growing up.. ang daming things to deal with. money pa pala. mlungkot pero kaya. masaya at kuntento rin. 2008 NA! iibahin ko tong year n to. bsta. ok na ko ehh mggwa ko cguro ung mga goal ko. kaso, ggrad na. sobrang malungkot at mdaming iyakan nnman to. kemes ko pa. college na. nakakakaba. sobra. oh my. bsta. siguro naman sa lahat ng nangyare, nagmature narin ako… sa tingin ko naman. pero dipa rin mxdo. sna din matupad kong magpakabaet muna bago ulit lumandi! haaha. no plans at all. THANK YOU GOD. im never worthy but u never did ignore my prayers. woah! im at loss for words!

ayun, i’ll have a blast -hopefully!!! (^.~)