monica’s bodega

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fuRst, im Monica (?) the hell means ADVISER.. whatever!

gurl wid lots of questions on almost evrything under the sun

!FOREVER MISUNDERSTOOD! really. ugh.

IM I.M.P.E.R.F.E.C.T.! ( coz no one is perfect Lmfao)

AND IM HAPPY BEING ONE! bet you.. :))

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bad hair days
Fry eggs on my face
chicken brows
TARGET POINT= MY ASSET = NOSE
"pimply ka?" "di noh, rashes yan!" harhar
giantess
veins veins veins evrywhere!
fly w/ my wings on my arms
skin=yuck

i can be a such a glutton (hehehe i eat like a BOY!!)
CHOCOHOLIC
have an EYE FOR BEAUTY

may be a daredevil
and a NASTY gurl ;p
was a warfreak
dey say, im ENVIED. i say, FOR WHAT?
coz i HAVE NO CONFIDENCE.
NOT-IN-PLACE most of the time
i dont hold on my faith 24/7 :C
essively talkative yet tongue tied
i speak bad words (c",)
i dont sound sweet. i sound like a boy.
a SNOB.

im CLUMSY. yes.
actually, im TIMID AND SHY. (whut?!?)
im not always in control of whats happening
weird priorities
too intimidated to show the WHOLE ME.
messy
i dont easily break the ice wit ppl i deal wit
short tempered.impatient
moody
miscalculated
app. 30% of ppl i mingle doesnt feel me.

not rich
no connections
NOT A GOOD DAUGHTER
not thrifty.but wasteful.
I OVERSEE the PPL HU GIVE ME IMPORTANCE.instead, i chase the wrong things.
JACK OF ALL TRADES MASTER OF NONE

i can be selfish.
TOO CONSCiOUS of myself

maybe a shopaholic
i can drink.i can schmoke if u like. i can party. i can flirt. i can play wit u.

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GET IT ON! JUDGE ME. ITS BEST.

MAN, SHOW ME FIRST YOU LIKE THIS GIRL IVE JUST TOLD YOU ABOUT BEFORE SAYING YOU LIKE ME.

IVE SHOWN YOU THE SKELETONS IN MY CLOSET.
SO
ITS UP TO YOU
TO SEE
WHERE BEAUTY LIES IN ME.

IM LOUD. I TRIP ON THINGS. BUT I GET SERIOUS. TOO DEEP DOWN.</marquee>

GOD SPEED
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sabi ng nanay ko, ako ay isang incommunicado.

alm mb blog, hindi naman ako yung gusto niang anak eh. she wants somebody else. somebody exactly like alfie. yun din naman ang anak na dapt sakania. at hindi xa sasasaya ever to have me until hindi nia aq tanggap na aq ay aq.

anyway, naiinis ako. dahil tong araw na to lang sana ang pahinga ko. napapagod narin ako to see the same faces everyday. gsto mapagisa. ng isang bwan. joke. 1 week cguro. tapos gnto p. npipikon nko. ayko n ng presssure. pra bng lhat minamadali. tama na tama na. tama na, pwede ba? :’(

LOVE. mhrap yng salitang yn. prang tae lang. nakakalungkot. hindi pko pwedeng magmahal uli hanggat gnto pko. haha. xmpre, kwawa dn ung mmhln ko kse mhhrpan blah blah. sbgay, di naman ako nagmamadali e. mnsan lang. nguguluhan aq tlga. hndi ko naiintindihan kung bkt magkaiba. bkt? bkt? siguro nga tama ung kowt na "it is the obsession to the feeling you once had for the person that makes you think youare still in love" tama ba yn o ano? siguro. o baka naman naloko ko na pati sarili ko? gulo hah. bhala na. bsta im doing this for my mom. and for me. kahit ang hirap. tae. bkt tpos na lhat, it is still on my expense??? tngna naman. hnggang sa khulihulihan, aq parin yung nahihirapan? smntlang xa, ayun, fly fly fly na. ang gago lng dba? "the prince simply makes the princess fall in love, and the princess will do all the fighting. so not fairy tale" hndi ko tlga alm. tae na. hay. college na.

yan, nakakatawa. para bang. (hndi kc ako mxdong cgurado) ako ay isang panakip butas. dba dba? pero okey lang sakin. weird noh? anong nakaen ko at okey lang sakin? haah. kasi, its a different thing. dba dba. pero pano kung i feel the same nadin pala? tae ano? hay. mwawala rin cguro to. mblis nman aq mgpawala ng gnto eh. sana lang. kaya hndi ako mkapagpromise kay lord ih. waaaaaaa. lagot pti ko kay dude. ibibitin ako nun patiwarik! haha. dood, tae ka! haha as if nman ngbbsa yung ungas n yon ng blog ko. anyway.

napasubo ako.how do i get out of this? lintak. bkt yung "bf" ko dati ni hndi man lang nagka clue si mommy??? naman. ayoko. ayoko. ayoko. bhla na. bsta. nakakatawa, eto ngayon si monica. at ideal man na! wow. tgnan ko lang kung mag take effect nga to sa screening ng next man in line ko? (weird noh? after so many things had happened, ako ay may ideal man na? bagong bagong ata to) haha. nadala lang. sa lahat ng kagaguhan. mga lalake tlg oh. nakakagago. anyway, gago. joke. love. take me to the best for the present me. please? yay. wag tlga dpat pdalos dalos.  masalimuot ang mundo. kaylangan kong tumalino. tanga ko kasi.

cge, ayoko na magdrama. inaantok nko. wala pkong nggwa. jusko. pagod n tlga ko. kso, kelangan unahin to, para hndi mgulo utak.

bye