monica’s bodega

weh tlga?

oo.. ironically speaking. o kea pwd rin one of the best days of her life?

skt n s mata.. waah 1am na.. ala pdn tlga qng research! nu b to.. bkt kb tamad!? hhe..

asar.. cnarado n yung door.. d aq mklbs ng haws.. gnda p nman ng sky.. dming stars.. la nga lng c moon.. dko dn mkta ung brytest star..

ow wel. ganda tlga ng araw ko. sbra! umagang umga plng eh gnda ng msg n bbati sau.. bBye na.. oh db.. edi may cry cry p jn.. kulang nlng c petwa! para kumpletos rekados ang kgndhan ng araw ko..

nag-aannounce e iirapan mko jn! nu  prblma m skn? asr k ah.. jusko hah. NEVER KITANG PNAKEALMAN. EVENTHOUGH I KNOW WAHT UR DOIN. AND I KNOW WHAT U WANT… sbra kna. ugali ko, unawa ng unawa.. hnggang sa mapuno. pag npuno ako o nagsawa, TAPOS.

naawa ako sau.. i jst reali want to share some insights n nttunan ko. henko.. here’s one: its not one nor twice that i have liked someone.. na taken na.. (kht nga hndi p tken e.. bsta alm kng yun na yun..) i like him so badly…. BUT NEVER DID I GET CROSS THEM. ala nman aqng pnepersonal sau kc i really did not care bout ur stuff at ol.. coz kng magsucceed ka, edi go! nagtagumpay k dearie.. u got wat u want!.. edi msya k? cge lang.. wla nman aqng pnipilit eh.. bhla k.. iyong iyong iuwi mpa.. hehe.. (sma ko mgslita noh? sobra kna kc.) tska etiquette po. sbgay u said u dont care abt wht oder ppl thnk of u.. pero alam mo, mhalaga yun! kc its part of letting urself grow.. na u accept criticisms and u evaluate them.. hndi pwdeng ipagwalang bahala mlng ang gnun! kc pg naasar cla, may ikinaaasar.. at sa malamang may di maganda na dapt baguhin.

bow.

hay. nkakatawa.. ol the time, they thought na i was gonna make a ’scandal’ thingy sa quadrangle.. OH NO. NEVER. di ako cheap. I WONT INVOLVE MY SELF ON CATFIGHTS FOR GUYS. ung tipong mbabaw lng. k2lad non. jusko. and u cannot blame anything to me hah. kc wala akong sinabing kht anong masakt. i simply confronted her.. and asked. then bye.

kawawa sya???? PUTA. jn tlga ko nainis eh. TINGIN M SKEN? tanga na magsscandalo about the main issue? wag na noh.. may isip nman ako. at ang nakakapikon lng tlga eh…. bkt xa mggng kawawa? ano dhl angel image xa, ako bartikal? matalno xa aq hndi? bata xa aq senior? CGE NGA.

"BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT THE WORLD TO BE". alam mo blog, BADTRIP LNG TLGA EH. nakkapikon sbra. NAPAKAUNFAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIR NG MUNDO KHT KELAN. and ill always and forever will be the misunderstood and misinterpreted one. dammit.. swang swa nko sa issueng yan. binaong ko n yn sa mga unang upos ng ….

(kpgod na..) hay. lm m kndi dhl sau. MAYBE. i wud stil have it now. maybe i cud still hold it, stare and wear it in my finger…. i hold on to that soooooo much. pero wla n… mahahanap ko p ba yun? mkkita ko pa kaya? may nakapulot n kya? will it stay sa lupa.. o may makakakuha? nsan n kya yun ngaun? ayko n… grbe.. ang tgl m2log ni prpetwa knna.. dko n mpglan ung iyk ko. buti mejo d hlta ung pgka blisa.. llo sa pghhnap… anu b to…… will i ever have the chance to wear it agen?.. its the best part of him that’s wid me.. tht i cud look at and hold anytime i feel to… xet.. sbi qna may kaibang mangyyre kpag tnggal ko sa finger eh… pero mas mhrap umasa. hehe.. i was always wid it.. nkasbit lng skn… xet… CAT. pang-asar k. sna hndi ko nlang hinubad ung necklace.. sna hndi nahulog.. sna nsakin pa…… :’"(

wala na… bali nrin ung bracelt.. ol i have is a an empty ring box… xit… bkt gnun.. asar.. sbrng linaw p nung itsura nun s isip ko..

sna suot ko pa hnggang ngayon… damn. :"( months from now…… i wud not catch any glmpse of him.. kng san2 n kme mpapadpad… wla lng.. tas wla n sken ung ring.. ingat n ingat p nman aq dun kht nagddarken..

i want it back… where cud t be….

sana pwdeng k2lad sa pirates noh? davy jones’ heart… slash, and get it.. put into a treasure box.. then live w/o a hart… give t to the one who owns it.. i wish i cud be lyk tht… damn..

c daph… wala lng.. nsa la n cgro xa ngaun… nu n keang gwa non? cguro hpi ndn un.. hehe… hay nko. nkakamiss sbra… at nkkaiyk. nu bng araw to.. kya mmaga mata ko..

bhla n c spdrman..

damn ths fourteenth day of june.. 

Im Monica Mae Polintan {srnme of grndmom}Villanueva {srNme f gRndpop} Julian {nLgw b to d2?}haha! its haRd 2 tOk aBt urself….

Lets get physcaL first {isn’t ds a songttLe?}

          Im tall, Ppl usuali ask wat my height is, i dont caRe @ alL. I uSed 2 beLong @ the avrge height b4.. nkkaintmdate, mputi dw..before yes.. but nOw, hndi nga pantay2 skin cLor ko! huHu!  muah Eyes r a LtLe chiNgky.. I h8 pimples haha! its coz I hav a colLecxOn o’dem! I haVe my gReatSt aSset @ the  mdDLe of my face., :0)gets? hHe! now,nkktwa. .coz f I pig out evn for 3 dys lng,I get fat and wen i lus apetite, ds daMn sxy bOdy cmes back!Hahah.
lakas!

fOod!kAen laLke aQ.. dti nkka 3 pa kong ult.^o^ lht ng pgkaen knakaEn q. i luv veggies pRo fav q tlga sweets..Lalo cHocolates!!! haHa kya ung myyman sa chcl8 jan! ehemehm! I had bcom fOnd of kiping thiNgs n mMorbLe…It fiLs nYc wen u c a thng nd u rMembR a meMry.

Uhm..mgulo kong tao..dnt get myslf…im gAy!kdDin’  mnsn maArte,prng siGa,me pgka boYish daw esp. before..ktwa nga eh dti kla tiBo aQ,, sa aRte q b nmang to?  hHe! I dRes up fnCy dn.. mhLg s AceSoris & mag moL kSma c steph…bt half d tyM,cmpLe lng shRt & jEans lng.I aLso talk diff ways…smetmes ordNry,mAarte-puntong mNLa.lam nio n un…cguro got it fRm my AA roots…wen im piSsd off I tok lyk baRumbaDo….pRng siga sa kAnto…muRa ng muRa…mLutong dw xe aq mgmuRa.

>I hav lots of pRsonLties dat I dnt knw wat 2 use wen..< 

>Ppl esp gRwn ups hav high xpectaxOns of me.w/c I dnt usuaLi meet.<                cz odr ppl c me as a gUd girl… sme say 1 bartikal n pSway..eh… i dont know…mayb a mix?.. Labo eh…

iTs haRd 2 knw me @ 1st miting..even my fRnds dont knw dat muCh aBt me eithR… mdli aqng mkaclose esp cgRo wen we haVe d saMe wavelength…im fRendly!! oo D lng hLta…Nangu2let ng mga taO na I find intersting kya nggiNg cLose kmi..hHa!! aLmSt evRy1 says msUngt dw aq…bOys especially say im a sNob kc dw pLge nkafRown..haHa!! bt it turns d oDer wAy wen dey get 2 knw me na…cRa ulo dw kc…Lkas mang3p…bt ngaun hNd n mxdo…

im nOt patient. I lyk sayng “yko n”… maikli lng a10xon span q… so it rSuLts 2 my pRexus daYdRiming!Yey! Icp baTa pdn..im still having tantrums..

im a dRimeR dats y I sLip a lot!Hha. but I usualy sLip late…Im ignornt bout fmily stuf,..haHa!  Im a bad girl.I miz my grndparents..esp lolo. 1999 was my worst yR. i want 2go back in tym… want 2b young…my 16th &7th  bDays are moSt meMorbLe…

i ws a wArfReaK..ws a pNtsera..ws opinioNatd..

I dont like being cOmpaRed..I dont lyk cOmpetixOns in some way…eSpeciali sa gUys..ykong nkkpagsBayan…Yko ng na-pPrexur. gives me a haRd tYm 2 bRethe..im mOoDy…

LOVE.got daMmit! Im real hppy now tho…well,luv mkes d mst inteLignt prson s2pd & d mst myabng nd mapRide humble of demselvs.wel I cn say na thru luvng.a pRson grws.bSta mdMi aq n22nan,.kea sBrng thnkful.at sBrng sya..pRblms r olweiz prt of life.“shit:part of life.hHe”

I luv my fRiends!U knw hu u r,. esp. kemes!

I hav a lot of Qstions!I get bored 1 in a bLue mUn,.I lyk Nture & d sKy eSp.@nyt hHe.I lyk checKng tHangs mysLf.learning 2

my tiTa sed.im 1 of these ‘jack of ol trades mSter of nONe."

hHa.eto n yta pnka maaUz kng abt me.DARN.ciao!

*salute..*
i want to meet GOD