monica’s bodega

yiHie! waw… ilang oras lng yun ah.. ok na ulit ako..

THANKS TO MY FRIENDS really… ang gaan ng pkiramdam ko… =D

..>> sa totoo… mahirap ma sort ang mga tao s kung kanino mo masasabi yung mga nasa loob mo… madaming magsasabi sayo na "im always here 4u in happy and bad times.. "jst call on me wen ur down or pg dmo na kaya.. ill be there evn tho im bothered with my own probs,. ill be by ur side… "remembr that.. i wont fail… etc etc etcetera…

but there are those who just say it… wen the time comes.. they’re gone.. or wen you go to them for comfort or just wanting to borrow an ear to hear your heartaches… they turn you down,. they dont listen,. they say ‘drama nnman ba?,. when you call on them and say your breaking again for the nth time… you’re lost and alone…… They dont respond…

its hard right? even tho you didnt believe much from their promises.. a little part of you still expected (and expecting is hurting yourself…)

a crowd of people or lets say peers.. or friends.. is surroundng you.. but the small nmber hu knows your sentiments are i think the most special… for wen u call on them.. u know… u can speak out.. u know they cud make u smile wen deep inside you’re at chaos.. or their cOmpany can olredi make you glad and 4get evrything… so when they turn you down… its is the most painful of all…..

and pasenxa na kapag ako naman yung ganyan… do i have more chances to make up?

——–wala lng……… totoo naman diba…. yihie…..

[[[[[[im not sweet... or malambing.... i usually come up teasing you... making fun of your acts... and just laughing around.. making fool of random thangs. but inside... i have more than a hundred words of thanks to say to you... kahit u may not comprehend to what my emotions conceive.. its a big thing.. im just shy to really thnku heartily.... i guess you could feel it.. in silence,. you understnd me... thankyou...]]]]]]

–sa tinamaan.. ede para sayo..    oo madaming tatamaan… yihie! salamat sa inyo!!!